NO, I didn’t
have the privilege of meeting St. Josemaria
Escriva in person, though I got in touch with Opus Dei
five years
before he died in 1975. I was then an 18-year-old junior
student in
college in Manila who was looking for a place to study,
since I found
it hard to study in my boarding house nor in the school
library.
we celebrate on June 26. A classmate of mine introduced
me to a place
that immediately got my interest. It was quiet, with an
ample study
room, and the people were very friendly. I must say that
I fell in
love with the place and started frequenting it.
Along the way,
I got invited to attend some talks they
organized there, and to have a chat with the priest, whom
I deeply
admired since it was to him that I confided all my
secrets, doubts and
issues as well as my dreams and ambitions that I had
during those
youthful years. He clarified many things to me, broadened
my
perspectives, and motivated me to study and work hard.
Little by
little, I was introduced to the practice of
mental prayer, spiritual reading, going to daily Mass,
doing some
mortifications, and many others. That was when I “met”
St. Josemaria,
because it was through his writings that I realized one
can be a
consistently good person, even a saint, just by doing the
ordinary
little things of each day with love for God and for
others.
The idea
fascinated me. Of course, like anybody else, I
wanted to be a good person, but I did not know how. My
desire could
hardly take off from the ground before I would already
lose steam. And
my usual friends then were of no help. We were actually
in the same
boat, filled with good desires by helpless in turning
them to deeds.
Besides, at
that time I was attracted to the idea that one
can be a good person, yes, even a saint, without becoming
a priest. At
that time, I just wanted to be a good businessman making
a lot of
money, but consistently striving to be a holy person
without showing
it off.
St. Josemaria
reinforced these desires of mine in his
writings. I found him preaching a lifestyle that called
for turning
the ordinary circumstances and events of each day into
opportunities
to love God and to others.
be truly in love. Where I was in any given moment is the
very chance
given to me to develop love. It would be there where I
could practice
to the full the demands of faith, hope and charity every
moment of my
life and not just from time to time.
This was what
hooked me to him. And what strengthened this
attraction was to see many people following what St.
Josemaria
preached, giving me the conviction that what he taught
was doable and
that it must have come from above. It could not simply be
his own.
Now, as to how
I ended up as a priest, that’s another
story. But St. Josemaria also had a lot to do with it.
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