IT was the
70’s. I was still in my early professional life
and in the middle of some gripping spiritual discovery.
At that time,
I was battling in the area of humility. When in your
growing years you
are often regarded as very special by the family,
relatives and
friends, you cannot help but get swell-headed. That was
my case. What
was worse was that I managed to hide it, and so the anomaly
festered
until it was unbearable.
It was at this
time that a song caught my attention as it
did many of my generation. The title of the song was
“Dust in the
wind,” by the American band Kansas. The music and the
lyrics of the
soft rock just captivated me, since it offered me some
answers and
relief to the inner tension I was suffering then.
“All we are is
just dust in the wind…,” it plaintively
said. “All we do crumbles to the ground though we refuse
to see…dust
in the wind,” it continued. The words simply told me not
to take
myself too seriously. In my thoughts, I realized that in
the end, we
are nothing regardless of our many accomplishments. I
found comfort in
that thought.
Then fast
forward. I have gone through a lot of drama in
life, and yet I managed to stay afloat, thanks to what I
considered as
the strength that flows from the virtue of humility. I
felt blessed!
Then I
discovered something else. While it’s true that we
are indeed nothing without God, we are actually something
when we are
with God. In fact, we are a great thing when we truly are
with God,
for we indeed are his children, his own image and
likeness.
Of course, we
have to continue being humble, since
everything that we are and all the good things that we
have come from
God. There is no good thing that does not come from God.
It would
indeed by crazy if we expropriate as our own something
that can only
come from God.
With God, even
the most insignificant thing that we are,
or that we say and do, can acquire a tremendous eternal
value. With
God, everything that happens to us, no matter how small
and ordinary,
has the potential of bringing us to our eternal life.
A passage from
the Book of Ecclesiastes is very apropos to
this point. “To everything there is a season, a time for
every purpose
under heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a
time to plant,
and a time to pluck what is planted..” (3,1-2)
The same Book
of Ecclesiastes says that in our life there
seems to be a monotony, a sense of meaninglessness. “What
has been
will be again, what has been done will be done again,” it
says. “There
is nothing new under the sun.” (1,9) But this is only
apparent. We can
fall into this thinking precisely when we fail to see
things with
faith, when we are not with God.
In the end, the
happy conclusion that we can get is that
we are not actually a mere ‘dust in the wind’ that will
just be blown
away into total insignificance. If we see things with
faith, if we
strive to be with God, we will realize that even the most
insignificant things we have in this life, even the worst
mistakes we
can commit, do have the tremendous possibility of
bringing us to God,
and of enhancing our dignity.
That is why, in
dealing with the drama in our life where
good and evil co-exist, we should do our best to be with
God, no
matter how unworthy we feel we are with him. Let’s always
go to him so
we can see things properly and hopefully react
accordingly. With God,
everything will always work out for the good. (cfr. Rom
8,28)
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