WE need to see
to it that we develop a real hunger and
thirst for God to such an extent that we would really
feel the
corresponding urges. Our yearning for God should not just
be a
spiritual or intellectual affair.
It has to be
felt, like we do when we hunger for food and
thirst for water. It should filter down to our senses
that would
involve the corresponding organs of our body. Otherwise,
that hunger
and thirst for God will not last long, let alone,
something that is of
the abiding kind.
That is why it
is good to go through some of the psalms
that vividly express this need. Psalm 62 (63), for
example, describes
this need very well. The eleven verses that comprise it
articulate how
we should feel toward God. I believe it is worthwhile to
go through
that psalm slowly, savoring each word and the reality it
expresses.
“You, God, are
my God, earnestly I seek you / I thirst for
you, my whole being longs for you,” the psalm starts,
giving us an
idea of how we should feel in our relationship with God.
We have to
look for God with great desire, involving our whole
being, and not
just a token. In fact, our greatest desire, our strongest
hunger and
thirst should be for God alone. Everything else that we
need will come
in the proper order.
“I will be
fully satisfied as with the richest of foods;
with singing lips my mouth will praise you,” it continues,
describing
how we ought to feel when we would finally satisfy that
hunger and
thirst for God. Again, the satisfaction and sense of
fulfillment
should not just be of the spiritual kind. It has to be
felt in our
mouth and tongue. Again, unless we feel this
satisfaction, our longing
for God would not last long.
“On my bed I
remember you; I think of you through the
watches of the night, I sing in the shadow of your wings
/ I cling to
you; your right hand upholds me.” These verses somehow
tell us that
our thoughts, memory and imagination should be filled
with the burning
desire to be with God. Otherwise, they will be filled
with something
else that definitely would not be proper to us.
The psalm also
tells us that there should be a feeling of
confidence and peace that in spite of whatever, we would
be in safe
hands. “Those who want to kill me will be destroyed; they
will go down
to the depths of the earth,” it says. This feeling of
confidence and
peace is important because if our desire for God does not
have that
effect, then it cannot be kept for long.
Again, it is
good that we go through the words of the
psalms to train especially our human faculties to have
the proper
attitude in our relation with God. Otherwise, they will
just be at the
mercy of passing sentiments, let alone, deceptive,
disordinate and
false feelings and perceptions.
Our
relationship with God would be compromised even if we
only manage to give some appearance of piety which many
people have
become good at. And nowadays, with all the many alluring
distractions,
it is imperative that our relationship with God is really
strong. Our
hunger and thirst for God should dominate all the other
desires and
yearnings we have in life.
As said
earlier, it would be good if we can find ways to
develop a deeply felt hunger and thirst for God. This, for
sure, will
not compromise our humanity, our naturalness, etc. On the
contrary, it
will purify, enrich and elevate our humanity to the
supernatural life
of God that is meant for us.
Yes, we are
meant for God. We are nothing when we are not with God!
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