YES, despite
whatever—dryness, boredom, lukewarmness,
tiredness and a long list of etcetera—let’s just persevere
in prayer.
The effort to pray that may need to be heroic and
extraordinary at
times will never go unnoticed with God our Father who can
never be
outdone in generosity. To be sure, he will give us much more
than what
we give him.
Persevering in
prayer will eventually give us new lights,
insights and impulses that will leave us amazed at the
goodness and
kindness of God, his mercy and all-embracing love. It will
rekindle or
at least fan into a flame our dying fire of love for God and
for
others.
When we persevere
in meditating on the words of God found
in the gospel, for example, we would be astonished at how
old familiar
passages and ideas acquire new meaning and open to us
practically a
whole new world of insights that can inspire us to action
and
different initiatives.
Let us remember
that the word of God, as the Letter to the
Hebrews would put it, “is alive and active. Sharper than any
double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and
spirit,
joints and marrow. It judges thoughts and attitudes of the
heart.”
(4,12) As one saint also said, God’s word is eternal,
always new
while it is also old. It will always be relevant and will
engage us in
a meaningful way at any moment.
In short,
meditating on the gospel will help us to have
focus and sense of direction in life. It helps us avoid
leading a
scattered attention, reacting only to the passing things, to
the here
and now that often are mere fancies and curiosities. Let’s
have good
control on our tendency to get distracted because of the
internet,
gadgets, multitasking lifestyle, etc.
It will help us to
distinguish the voice of God who will
always be intervening in our life. More than that, it will
facilitate
the continuance of our conversation with God who initiates
it.
Again to be sure,
God will surprise us with some
overwhelming gestures from time to time to awaken us from
our tendency
to sleep spiritually. This happened, for example, during his
transfiguration in Mt. Thabor before the three totally
bewildered
apostles Peter, James and John. (cfr. Mt 17,1-12)
We can expect some
similar occurrences. Thus, some saints
experienced visions, ecstasies and other extraordinary
things because
of their perseverance in prayer despite all kinds of
obstacles.
But, yes, it
cannot be denied that given our human
condition we will experience all kinds of things that will
make prayer
difficult for us. We should just try to comply with what
Christ once
said to the sleepy apostles in the Garden of Gethsemane.
“Watch and
pray so that you may not enter into temptation. For the
spirit is
willing but the body is weak.” (Mt 26,41)
Indeed only in
prayer can we manage to deal with
temptations effectively. And that’s because when we pray, we
unite
ourselves more and more with Christ and thereby share his
powers and
his ability to ward off temptations and the devil himself.
When we feel
weakening in our prayer, let us take
advantage of that condition itself to go closer to God, even
if we
have to crawl and beg. Let’s assume that logic expressed
once by St.
Paul: “Power is perfected in weakness…for when I am weak,
then I am
strong.” (2 Cor 12,9-10)
Let’s always
sharpen our dispositions for prayer. We need
to make our faith alive, making it more incarnated rather
than simply
lingering in the abstract sphere. We have to strengthen our
spirit of
sacrifice and mortification. We cannot persevere in prayer
if we
remain weak in body and, worse, in will.
Let us always try
to look for the appropriate place and
time for our meditations.
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