When prayer gets desert-dry

WE have to be prepared for this eventuality that, sad to

say, given our current frenzied conditions, many people claim to

experience. There can be many explanations for this.

            One is that we are not actually taking care of our spirit

of recollection all throughout the day. That’s why we find it hard and

awkward to pause and do some kind of reflection and meditation, or

even short, spontaneous chitchat with God.

            We allow ourselves to be carried away by purely worldly

impulses that would at least marginalize if not omit God altogether in

our daily affairs. And so we cannot relate ourselves to him and thus

find no urge to pray. We find him a stranger in our life.

            Another is that we are just lacking in faith and, in fact,

are carrying serious doubts and unresolved issues with respect to our

faith. This can be worsened by the fact that aside from doing nothing

about it, we expose ourselves to ideologies, cultures and lifestyles

that are hostile to religion and spiritual and supernatural realities.

            And nowadays, such ideologies and lifestyles are rampant,

ever reinforced by the media and other elements in the world. Not only

are we referring to some sustained campaign for relativism,

agnosticism and atheism. We can now talk about outright hostility

against God.

            Or it could simply be lack of effort and spirit of

mortification. Prayer will always require some sacrifice. Christ

himself had to wake up early in the morning and go to some isolated

place to pray to his father.

            Even those who already know about the importance of prayer

and are doing something about it do not make the necessary effort to

discipline themselves and fight against the usual enemies like

laziness, attachment to comfort, egoism, etc.

            And the last but not the least of the reasons could be

that God simply wants us to suffer this drying in our prayer just to

test us and to draw from us the impulse to grow precisely in our

spirit of prayer, showing us where we are weak at and where we should

therefore work on.

            In any event, when our prayer gets desert-dry for whatever

reason, we should try to stay calm and to avoid over-reacting by

worrying too much about it. What we can do is to precisely make use of

that predicament as the very material for our prayer.

            In those cases where we find no reason to pray, we should

just allow the heart to take over, making many acts of faith, hope and

charity, usually done in repeated ejaculatory fashion until the heart

begins to burn.

            Let’s remember that the heart has a language that goes

beyond reason and words, and when it takes the lead in our prayer, it

will surely bring us to considerations we never thought or expected

before.

            We should not be afraid when our prayer gets desert-dry.

We should just persist in spending some time with God, allowing the

heart to take over. In the end, it will be God who will take the lead,

and we would just go along.